Saturday, March 31

It's been too long

I come back to my beloved blog to find adds and spam in my comments, and dusty entries about a me that has long since gone.

I apologize for disappearing.

I am still in the military, going to school, and engaged. But slowly I'm coming to the realization that I can't have everything I want. I need to make my decisions with two in mind now, which is hard. I need to decide whether or not being home is really going to effect my family THAT much. If I'm deployed for the first five years of marriage, what kind of marriage is that? I've wrestled with the issue for months, but feel free to share your opinion. I have five months to make the decision to get out or stay in the Navy. So, in five months, expect a very big post.

The picture is my fiance and I halfway through on of my favorite hikes in Zion National Park. We got to spend a whole week together last month, the first time I'd seen him since he proposed to me. I miss my fiance.